When I got home from my group yesterday, I didn’t see my Jack O’Lantern on the counter where it had been left that morning. I asked everyone if they’d seen it. My kids hadn’t seen it. My MIL said she hadn’t seen it, and that “it wasn’t quite for kids, was it?” I never asked her that. I just asked her if she’d seen it. I didn’t necessarily make it for kids. I just made it because I thought it would be a really cool idea for a Jack O’Lantern. I didn’t get a chance to ask my husband until this morning. He just told me that it was it the way, so he “chucked it out back.” I hadn’t even gotten a chance to put a candle in it yet. I wanted to show you guys pictures. I spent so much work on it. Not having a good day today!
Nobody around here even cares about all the groups and everything I do to try to improve myself. My husband and mother-in-law are always saying that I need help. My husband just wants me to do more housework around here. He needs help but won’t get any.
I’m trying to joke around about it a bit to try and feel better. It’s not working very well! I’ve been sitting here crying. Everything hurts so bad! I wish I could feel better! I’m having stupid thoughts again about “I’m just in the way here. ” I’m sorry for bothering everyone with this but I just had to let it out. I don’t have anywhere else where anyone cares.