When I got home from my group yesterday, I didn’t see my Jack O’Lantern on the counter where it had been left that morning. I asked everyone if they’d seen it. My kids hadn’t seen it. My MIL said she hadn’t seen it, and that “it wasn’t quite for kids, was it?” I never asked her that. I just asked her if she’d seen it. I didn’t necessarily make it for kids. I just made it because I thought it would be a really cool idea for a Jack O’Lantern. I didn’t get a chance to ask my husband until this morning. He just told me that it was it the way, so he “chucked it out back.” I hadn’t even gotten a chance to put a candle in it yet. I wanted to show you guys pictures. I spent so much work on it. Not having a good day today!
Nobody around here even cares about all the groups and everything I do to try to improve myself. My husband and mother-in-law are always saying that I need help. My husband just wants me to do more housework around here. He needs help but won’t get any.
I’m trying to joke around about it a bit to try and feel better. It’s not working very well! I’ve been sitting here crying. Everything hurts so bad! I wish I could feel better! I’m having stupid thoughts again about “I’m just in the way here. ” I’m sorry for bothering everyone with this but I just had to let it out. I don’t have anywhere else where anyone cares.
– Joyce.
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Joyce…..your pumpkin was awesome!! the work and thought you put into it was obvious by looking at you showing people….the fact other people cant see the beauty is thier ignorance…..its about them not you….I think you are an amazing person. I see your heart and to me thats what make each of us unique…..and all that you bring to this world is amazing….look at your websites and blogs and you will see the good you have done!!!!! dont ever stop
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Thank you so much! I’m feeling a little better now. It still hurts, though!
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Aww, that’s such a shame. I thought it was really cool!
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Thank you!
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