I didn’t sleep the best again last night. I think I figured out why I was so upset last night. I think it’s because I was prepared for a certain reaction from my husband and, even though it was a good reaction, it wasn’t the one I had psyched myself up for. I was prepared for him to be upset with me but he wasn’t. He didn’t mention anything about what he had said the other night that upset me. Maybe I felt like he should be upset with me yesterday for visiting my parents and leaving him to deal with our kids for the day without me there. But I needed to get away for my own sanity. Between him and what’s happening with our daughter…Which a lot of the reason I’ve had trouble sleeping the last couple of nights has been because I’m worrying about her. Where is she staying? Maybe she’ll show up at the Peer Support Centre today. Then I can give her another gift card for the grocery store.
It’s weird how, when you’re prepared for one outcome, and you get a different one, even though it’s a good one, it can get you so upset, because it’s not the one you psyched yourself up for. Does this make any sense? It sorta does to me. Has anything like this ever happened to you? Please let me know in the comments below. Thank you,
– Joyce.
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