Overwhelmed by Creativity

I’m feeling very overwhelmed right now.  There’s so much that I want to do, and I don’t have the money or the energy to do it all.  I have ideas for things I would like to create for my store and this blog but I don’t know where to start.  My brain just freezes.  If things weren’t so bad with our daughter wanting money all the time, it wouldn’t be quite so bad.  Then at least I could afford a few things for myself that I’d like to get.  I’d like to purchase some more books.

If only my body could keep up with my mind, I’d be at my ideal weight in no time!  Sometimes it feels like a hamster running in its little wheel, going nowhere.  Just going around and around and around…

I don’t know if this post makes sense today but I’m just letting it out.  I need a faster computer and internet connection, which costs money, which I don’t have.

I was looking back at my previous posts by searching the word “overwhelmed”.  A lot came up!  It was a lot different in some of my posts then than now.  A lot has changed, but a lot has stayed the same.  That didn’t make much sense, did it?

Back then, my mother-in-law didn’t understand my BPD and was invalidating me all the time.  We had a few talks and she understands me much better now.  We get along so much better now than we did back then!

Thanks for listening again.  Till next time,

– Joyce.

3 responses to “Overwhelmed by Creativity”

  1. I’m glad your mother in law understands better. It’s hard when those close to us don’t get it. I use the hamster analogy when I’m feeling overwhelmed too. Take it one thing at a time and I’m sure you’ll get it sorted.


    1. I try to take the most important thing first, but everything feels like the most important thing! I’ll figure something out.

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