All I’ve done is lay around all day. Once in a while, you may need to do that for self-care. But when it turns into doing it all weekend long every weekend, it’s a problem. I just can’t drag myself out of bed. My son wanted me to go for a bike ride with him, but I just couldn’t. I disappointed him. I hate disappointing him. My husband wanted me to pop over to the store and grab him a treat. I couldn’t do that either.
I hate feeling like this. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I never used to be like this. I used to go for walks and bike rides all the time. Now I can barely get out of bed on the weekends. During the week, I go to my groups. But when it comes to the weekends, I just feel so tired and lazy.
Just had to let this out. Thanks to anyone who read this. Till next time,
— Joyce.
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