Whenever I go over to my parents’ house to visit, my sister always asks me things like “Why don’t you like just looking at funny cat videos?” and stuff like that. I do, but not all the time. I like looking up things to stimulate my mind and learn new things. It’s a passion of mine. I like to blog and run my groups. I like to provide support and receive it as well through my Facebook Page, etc. It’s not all I like doing. I also like going to my Craft Group and reading. I enjoy knitting, crocheting, colouring, baking and photography. I enjoy deep conversations, especially about mental health or mental illness. And stigma. Raising awareness and busting stigma’s ass! I also enjoy working on my book, which I have no idea when it will be ready for publication. Not in the near future, I’m afraid.
Once in a while, we all need a distraction like just watching funny cat videos. I just can’t sit and watch them all the time. I need more than that. It gets to be mind-numbing. I can only do it for so long.
I think that people with Borderline Personality Disorder or emotionally sensitive people or those with BPD traits need deeper conversations that most people. We need more intellectually stimulating conversations. My husband always complains that we never communicate. I like communicating. Just not always about the things that he wants to talk about. He likes watching documentary videos. I do too but not always about the same subjects. Sometimes I don’t know what to say in response to something he’s said. Then I feel bad. Then he tells me that I need to learn how to have a conversation and communicate better. Maybe I do. I don’t know where I can learn that.
I’m rambling. I’ll let you go for now. Talk to you all later. Till then, here are some funny cat videos. Enjoy!