There are places inside my mind where I decide not to visit anymore. Every time I think about a memory, I involuntarily recreate it and the feelings. I recreate the pain. It’s like I’m swimming in an ocean of thoughts. I’m just constantly swimming and if I stop and get lost in what it was or could have been, I simply drown. Sadly, that is an ongoing experience for me. I keep drowning and drowning and drowning. I wish that one day, I could stop swimming. So that I could float instead of drowning and let the ocean currents guide me into the peaceful shores.
“Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness that causes unstable moods, behaviour, and relationships. It usually begins during adolescence or early adulthood. Most people who have BPD suffer from: Problems regulating their emotions and thoughts. Impulsive and sometimes reckless behaviour.”
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