On Tuesday, it was exactly one year ago that my brother passed away. For some reason, I keep feeling angry when I think about it. I’m trying to work through my feelings the best that I can. I’m angry that he left us too soon. I’m angry that he didn’t have to leave us. I’m angry that he’ll never get to be a great-uncle.
I’m hoping that, eventually, I’ll get through my anger and feel whatever other feelings that come up. Thanks for listening to me vent. I really need it right now. I think if I let it out, maybe I can get to my other feelings.
My parents and sister are handling this anniversary very well. I wasn’t sure if they would or not. I’m glad that they’re managing okay and that I don’t have to worry about them too much. My sister has had problems ever since our brother passed away, but she’s doing as well as can be expected.
Try to keep cool. Till next time,