Yesterday, I bought myself a new winter hat. As I was leaving the Peer Support Centre to go home, I threw my new hat on. Everyone laughed and told me that I’d forgotten to take the tag off my hat. They said I looked like Minnie Pearl. I laughed along with them. I’ve certainly come a long way! Years ago, I would’ve felt stupid and it would’ve bothered me for the rest of the day. Instead, I just thought, “I do look like Minnie Pearl!” For those of you who don’t know, Minnie Pearl used to be on the TV show “Hee Haw” She always wore a hat with the price tag still on it.
In other news, my son was supposed to go to school last Thursday for half an hour. He didn’t go. He said that he needed more time to “psyche himself up.” I know exactly what he means. I need to psyche myself up for stuff all the time. I hope he can go someday soon, just for half an hour. That would be such a huge step for him! He’s still doing very well considering. Except that he hasn’t done any work in his anxiety workbook that the Attendance Counsellor left him. I have to get him to do some tonight for sure. She’s coming tomorrow. If he doesn’t start doing the work, he’s never gonna get better. He’ll be living with us until he’s 40! He needs to get out there with friends his own age. I know he can do it. I try to set a good example by going to the Peer Support Centre and doing stuff that’s hard for me, like giving a presentation on recovering from BPD.
I wish my husband could get over his social anxiety. I also suffer but I’ve worked very hard through years of therapy to get over it somewhat. I still suffer but not as badly as I used to.
We got some bad news the other night. I’ll share it another time.
I’ve enjoyed hanging out with my parents and sister and my brother-in-law lately. My sister is becoming a great supporter of mine. I’m very grateful for her being there for me.
That’s all for now. Till next time,