“You don’t understand me!” I’d tell my parents when I was a teenager. Many teens tell their parents that but I was probably in the throes of Borderline Personality Disorder. They really didn’t understand me. My siblings didn’t understand me. I didn’t understand me.
Lately, my sister has been trying very hard to understand about BPD. She is now one of my biggest supporters. I’m very grateful for her support.
I’m going through a bit of a rough time right now. I’m writing this at 11:30 pm, when I should be sleeping. I can’t sleep. I hope that tomorrow brings a better day. Tomorrow is Groundhog Day. I wonder if the groundhog will see his shadow? Six more weeks of winter, or early spring? I wish it was Spring! I’m so tired of winter. I can’t complain too much but I will anyways. I just have to get it out of my system.
I hope that everyone had a good January and that February is good for you. Valentine’s Day is coming up. At least that’s something to look forward to. Why does life have to be so complicated? Family and relationships?!
That’s all for now. Till next time,