I had a horrible weekend! My husband passed away unexpectedly. My son has been having a very hard time with it. They were very close. I’m still in shock. Everyone says that I’m doing so well dealing with it. I have no choice. I have to be strong for my son. Someday, when he’s doing much better, I’ll probably break down. Right now, I can’t. I have to be there for him. We are making arrangements for a Celebration of Life for him. I miss him so much! We just celebrated our 21st anniversary in March. In a few years, it would have been our 25th anniversary. We were going to do something special. We don’t usually do anything because we’re broke. But we were going to find the money somewhere to do something small. We deserved it. Now that will never happen. Everyone keeps telling me not to dwell on that. A friend told me that I could still do something special for myself on that day. It’s going to be so hard!
Please send some positive thoughts to my family and me. We can really use it right now. Thank you so much for everyone who is there for me. It is so appreciated!
Till next time,