Tag Archives: low self-esteem

My New Profile Pic

I’ve just uploaded a new profile pic.  My old one was from about 15 years ago.  I sat here crying, debating whether to do it or not.  It brought up a lot of self-esteem issues, along with a million other things, all connected to each other.  It’s been an extremely difficult year for me, and I’ve had a really hard time lately with feeling totally invalidated with everything, all the time.  I suffer from fatigue every day.  It’s been years since I’ve had any energy.  I don’t even remember what it’s like to wake up refreshed.

If you have any comments please leave them below.

– Joyce.

Who Am I – Borderline Personality Disorder and Question of Who Am I

Who Am I – Borderline Personality Disorder and Question of Who Am I.


I’ve always been amazed when people recognized me.  I always thought that other people has such distinctive features and that I was so plain-looking that “How can they possibly recognize me?”  I’m still amazed when they remember my name too.  I don’t think I’m that memorable.  Maybe it’s a low-self esteem thing.  I think I’m so boring that, why would anyone want to bother to get to know me – remembering my name, my face, etc.?  I’m nothing.  I’m nobody.

Does anyone else experience this?  Please comment below.