I visited my parents and sister on Saturday. We exchanged some more pictures of my brother. He’d gone to a car show with a friend the day he passed away. He’d taken tons of pictures. One was of him with some famous car guy. It was the last picture of him ever taken. We downloaded the pictures onto my mom and dad’s computer. We didn’t want them to get deleted by accident. We copied them onto a flash drive so I could save them on my computer too. My sister is going to back up their pictures onto a flash drive or CD so they don’t lose them as well. Between my sister and I, we figured out how to download the pictures off my brother’s phone. It’s a smartphone. I’ve never used one before. I found the manual for it online and copied it onto a flash drive, then copied it onto their computer for them so my sister can refer to it if she needs to.
My brother’s graveside service is this Saturday. Everyone is getting very anxious about it. I have no idea how it’s going to affect me. Will I stop being so numb and in shock? Will I finally cry for my brother?
My counsellor is off this week. I’ll see her next week. I’ll probably have a lot to talk to her about then.
Thanks again for being here for me. Till next time,
— Joyce