I have felt like crying for months now, but I haven’t cried for several months. I almost wish something bad would happen so that I would have an excuse to cry. That sounds horrible and stupid writing this down. But I want to cry so badly and I feel like there’s nothing bad enough in my life that I have a right to cry about. There are some things that might be bad enough to cry about but I can’t talk about them. So I can’t cry about them. I wish I could talk to someone about it and let it out. I’ve talked to my counsellor about it a little bit, but she can’t help me. Nobody can help me with this. I know this doesn’t make any sense. I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this. I feel like I’m gonna explode one of these days. Why can’t I just be able to let it out?
– Joyce.
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I know exactly how you feel – hugs x . If you ever want to use my email address to contact me and talk, please feel free. I appreciate that whatever it is is probably way too private, and you don’t know me other than through my posts, but just in case it helps to know I’m there…..
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Thank you so much! I appreciate the hug.
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Sorry ur feeling like this, I understand totally. It’s like an overwhelming feeling but it won’t surface. I did cry after I had a bottle of wine but that not the way to go. Anyway the same here if u ever need a chat. Big hugs.xx
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Thank you for the hugs – I can never get enough!
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You can email me anytime. It really sounds like you need to get some stuff out. I’m a great listener. Write into the light is my mantra.
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Thank you so much! I really need somebody who will listen, even if they can’t do much to help.
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